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Writer Pilgrim by So Elite's avatar

Reading this gives me gephyrophobia and especially after the Baltimore bridge recently collapsed post collision.

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Jill Shepherd's avatar

I can’t believe I found this right now! I was just yesterday discussing this bridge fear of mine with my daughter who could walk over anything backwards in the dark. I haven’t been confronted by my fear for so long I had forgotten I had it, until last week when I was in London and started flippantly walking over Waterloo Bridge. I stopped to look at a sign identifying all the buildings that used to be on the skyline. When I looked back to where I’d started, I froze! I couldn’t go forward or back! I was stuck a third of the way over. This thing had silently crept up on me like the shadow of a monster!! I did finally draw up my courage and run back to where I started, but all of my memories of terrible crossings came to the fore after that. How could I forget!? I used to have nightmares of driving off bridges. I used to have panic attacks behind the wheel. I even used to make myself face these things, to no avail. I made myself drive over the Chesapeake Bay Bridge and back, hyperventilating the whole time. What is up with me that I could simply forget such a huge fear? I walk over small bridges at home without a thought in my head. I’d say it’s progress, mellow-aging, experience, but the fact is, in the right circumstance, the fear STILL EXISTS, even when I’m not anticipating it. The brain is a strange beast, isn’t it?

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